Dear APOCALYPSE #24

DEAR APOCALYPSE,

What have you done..???
You have pulled me apart from those I love so dear, you have pulled me apart from myself. You have made me feel like I am nothing more than an insignificant other. I have cried and felt oh so alone.
And yet I feel more compelled to live a life, a better life when all this is finished. I cant promise that I will not continue to make mistakes, however I can only promise myself to work harder... on squeezing those I love a little tighter and saying I love you just as much if not more than I did before. There are bad days feeling an overwhelming sense of longing to see my little sister my mum and my Dad, see them and hold them and knowing that I would be doing no wrong with my kindest gesture. For now I can't and it's for a greater good that I hope to see in my near future. I dream of the route I will drive and the stops I will make to gaze and the landmarks of my life and take them in with my eyes rather then a looking glass. I dream of the moment I can embrace my loved ones that I have known all my life and thanking them for still being there.
My good days are when I can see a light in my future due to the hard work that I commit to with what I hope is conviction, building a home with the one you love. The one I never thought I would meet, please dont let this moment end when my real adventure is only beginning. I walk barefoot on the ground to level my mind to stop it from getting carried away so easily with darkness.
Please ...... when this is all over we shall share what we have learnt individually as well as a collective group as to how precious our lives are as well as things around them. I will survive and thrive from this I will grow and become someone I could say I dreamt of becoming.

Stay Safe, you are not alone and we are all in this together. Love yourself and love those around you.

Love Lwijia xxx

(written on April 12th)