Dear APOCALYPSE #5

Dear family,

we are far away from each other, and though I spent a long walk from home crying today, I feel you out there. They will be closing the borders soon to our countries, and I would have to fight a war to get to you, but it's ok.

When you are in the middle of fear, you feel like it will be always. I was crying because I thought of always being separate from you. I thought of my general being separate from you and how hard that is, how I miss a thousand little things every single minute that I'm not with you.

This end is not an end, but a reminder. To treasure the fuck out of every second, every millisecond, I have with you at all. Thank you for being mine. Stay safe, please,

I cannot handle losing you.

(written March 16th 2020)